| Tired |
[Nov. 20th, 2008|08:58 pm] |
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I feel so tired! I'm so tired of my friends who makes me feel like i am insignificant. I am so tired of planning gatherings and not be appreciated because of it, but instead feel like what I planned sucks. I am so tired of planning for months but then having to change it the last minute because of some reason or another. I am tired of feeling left out. I am tired of feeling like something is wrong with me just because I do not enjoy the "normal" things people my age do. i am tired of having no compromise when it comes to my friends, it's either you go or you don't, we don't need you to have fun, type of mentality. I am so tired of all of it. But what i am most tired of is that i cannot seem to be able to let it go. |
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| Amazing thing about the human mind |
[Nov. 6th, 2008|09:29 pm] |
I was reading a profile in fanfiction.net when I found this. I thought it was amazing, and I wanted to share it to everyone. Hope you found it as amazing as I did.
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!
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| Lost |
[Aug. 22nd, 2008|04:37 pm] |
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[Jul. 26th, 2008|11:30 am] |
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| Fruits BAsket |
[Jul. 11th, 2008|07:14 pm] |
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It's been...let's see, about 4 years or so now since I've started reading/watching Fruits Basket. It was such a great story, but as the release time became later and later, I began to loose interest and moved on to other things. But yesterday, I happened to see an episode of it, and decided to catch up with what I've missed, and OMG, I am so glad that I finished it. I am so glad to know that it ended with a happy ending for everyone. I was shocked though about Akito. I was always wondering why in some fanfics I've read, she's referred to as a "she", and now I know. The whole series was just so cute. Now, I feel like I should move on with my life too. I should grow up and start living life instead of just passively be in it. It's easier said than done, and I don't think I have the confidence to do it, but I will try with the short amount of life that I know I will only have left, I will do it. I might not last before my 25th year, but this is the path that I chose. I just hope that everyone understands. |
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